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God Gives More Than I Can Handle.

Updated: Oct 5, 2021


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His love never fails, it never gives up, and it never runs out on me.

And it’s up to me on what I do with that. I don’t want to deal with it. I don’t want to remember most of this week. And I don’t have too. But is that what Jesus wants from me? Does He want me to try and forget my pain only to fall deeper into it? He says, “Give it to me, let me handle it, or you can keep trying to handle it yourself.” It’s up to me, and I want Jesus. I want Him to take my tears and turn them into something that takes the tears off another person’s eyes. I want Him to use me. I don’t want to go through trials in life without purpose. What kind of life is that? To live without joy? A miserable one. So I give my trials to Him because there is no good in holding onto them. There is no good in keeping them tucked in the back of my head. I have to let Him show my the Joy in the midst of my misery. I may not know why God is making me hike up a mountain, and maybe I will never know. However, I do know that it doesn’t matter. All that matters is whether I am giving my all to Jesus, not only in the good times, but also in the bad and the worst. God is giving me what I cannot handle, and He always will. God gives me what He can handle. For when I am weak, He is strong.